utter nonsense

Friday, December 31, 2004

in a few moments it will offically be 2005 on the eastern seaborn of north america.
i am 27 and 9 months old. in march ill be 28
hopefully by june 2005 i will be living in the great united kingdom in the great city of sheffield and sleeping in mikes sexy strong arms.

2004 was a rough year. i was almost not here to post all of this. my sister came to my side at a time when i needed her the most. she was the only person i had in my life. i dunno if i ever really posted about how she came to my rescue that weekend. but she was the one there listening and holding me. i dont know what im going to do without her. i dont want to leave her behind. i want to take her with me. and mike wants her to come as well.

at the end of march i met mike.. and even though i was seeing david, i knew there was something about mike i couldnt ignore, but did :\ i knew mike liked me, but i was with david and plus, i didnt want to get emotionally involved with a online/long distance relationship. though i did like mikes friendship. then one night in early may, my life changed. i finally had something worth working towards, and a desire to set goals. REAL goals. just getting my life on track. it just like wow.. hes my angel. and then when we met in august it was just like.. wow.. this is IT. i know its it. drunk talk like last night is its proof.

and now its 2005. and who knows whats going to happen, but hopefully a lot. im just glad i have this blog to document it all and i know once i move ill hardly be in front of this machine as much as i normally am, but i will try to keep documentation to the best of my ability.. that you have my word on. happy new years to everyone, and heres to it being everything you want and wish it to be. <3 me.


posted by: Kerri at 5:55 pm