utter nonsense

Sunday, January 22, 2006

long drunken weekend (arent those the bestest?!) with friday night at the corp. i never felt so old as i did there. hearing korn, limp, new found glory, etc made me feel dated. it was a strange weird feeling for me. at least i didnt go in the pit, then i just would have been a JOKE. i can make an ass out of myself, but jesus fuck, i know when to step back. so yeah, no more moshing. *sigh*. and i would have rather been upstairs in the "indie" aka the pretentious fuckers room. magic numbers, hard fi, james and the early prodigy (compared to later prodigy that was on downstairs) were on. i was happy and cotent there. me, my stella and a fag (pills would have ended the evening perfectly). *sigh* i need to find a club like that in dublin. cant wait to start looking. wewt. sarah and i could rip it up.

last night was out drinking with sarah and pretty much everyone again, and was totally hammered as i had failed to eat yesterday (sans 2 slices of buttered toast, glass of milk & a kitkat). i was drinking for about 8 hours last night. i was supposed to go smoke but declined as i hadnt spoken to mike and wanted to talk to him for a bit.

gah less then a week here. its going to be surreal. though sarah assured me no matter what shes my friend and ive got a place here. that made me feel better <3 tuesday im out with janelle and john for some drunken antics and then wedensday night with sarah, catherine & andrew at catherines house for dinner. my last day of work with telewest is thursday morning. i need to meet mikes mum at her new house in walkley to take photos for mike and for her records just in case the council comes back to her for something bullshit and random that was there when she moved in. go cut 8 and half inches off my hair. come home pack up pretty much everything but the computer, two days worth of clothes & the computer. heh. friday night go get drunk drunk drunk and mike meets us up at the springvale/freedom. then finish up here and wake up at the butt crack of dawn to go into town to trans money into my account. wait for james to stop by to move my shit into his van and then down to industry st to move the rest of mikes possesions into the van as well. then were off to dublin. i think it be like 8 hours in a van. joy. even though its crazy, im living my life. its awesomeness.

then everything mike and i have been working for since that late drunken night in april is coming to fruit. bizzare. a new level to our relationship. i love him so much and cant believe this is happening. we're finally going to be NORMAL. its nice. no more long distance. nadda. and ill be around some americans (as long as they arent cunts) and make some new friends. just weird and bizarre.

for some reason i got bored and was surfing through myspace and west babylons sr high school page. it was weird to see all those people i went to school with and still STUCK in west babylon. why the hell would they stay? i couldnt imagine living in one pathetic town my whole life?? i mean, explore, see the world. theres sooooo much more out there then THAT. i moved back twice and only did it because i had to not because i loved and missed it so. only because i needed to same some cash and get myself back on my feet again and dads house was better then moms. but yeah, i cant fathom why someone would want to stay in one place their whole life. i consider myself lucky ive been able to live pretty much anywhere and ive done it on a wing on a prayer, i dont understand how you couldnt want to live elsewhere???

on saturday it be exactly 9 months since ive landed here and im packing up and moving again. my third country in less then a year. yeah, im pretty fucking lucky.


posted by: Kerri at 6:46 pm
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