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im maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad. the artic monkeys are playing dublin a week BEFORE i get there. i get screwed out of all the concerts. damnit. grrr. saw EVERYONE last night, even ben george. im going to miss these guys. i cannot wait to get back to sheffield. its a fucking amazing city. screw madchester and trendy leeds. sheffield is WHERE its at muthafuckers. man. this place is WAAAAAAAAAY better then i ever imagined it to be and not im going... granted its to be with mike and everything but at the same time i feel like im being robbed of everything i wanted, and its for him. i mean i HAVE a GREAT job, great co-workers, it pays enough to keep me in a lifestyle im comforatble with and i have really great friends outside of work who REALLY like me. its just im afraid of losing this and when we come back it not being this way again. i dont know if its fair or right to feel this way. am i being selfish?? or am i right in feeling how i do? i dont know. i just really dont want to move. and i do love him.. and i love my life.. why does it have to split? why cant google just be here in muthafucking sheffield?!?! :( |