utter nonsense

Saturday, November 12, 2005



even though the dvd burner mike gave me has died, and im without dvd entertainment, im still going to try to enjoy my boring night (even without him being around.. but yeah...). drinking some liefmans kriekbier (mmm cherries) and have some beatles on the foxytunes and im happy gal. forgot how much i loved this album, even when i was small, i remember this being one of the records id ask my dad to play and he would. but i have a feeling yellow submarine has something to do with that as well. so some 6% cherry beer and some lennon/mccartney on this chilly evening and i think im good to go.

also, just some random words.. what the fuck is going on with america? i mean im happy with the pseudo democrat bloomberg getting back in as nyc mayor (though im stilla firm believer that if 9/11 never happened it be green who would have been re-elected but thats neither here nor there) and jersey has a dem govenor along with virginia. which is good. things are looking up for the dems to still fuck up the race in 2008. heh. well see what happens. but yeah id like to have a good long hard talk to the people who live in kansas. apparently charles darwin is a fucking lunatic and even though our genes tell us weve all evolved from something else, and its fact, apparently saying we were dropped from the skys because some book written by people 4 or 5 lines down after the fact happen/story was originally told is more factual. yeap. gotta love america. fucking hell.

im buzzed. so if not making sense or using run ons, thats why. heh. yay 6% alcohol.

im trying to make mike go down to san fran to see some of the place kerouac haunted back in the late 40's & 50's. he said hell try. who knows. i hope so. i also found this kick ass poster i want for the house. i think it would look cool framed. but im also a huge on the road fan so i might be slightly biased.

you know i was thinking when mike and i eventually get married i wanted to dance to a ryan adams or dmb song.. but i think i want the beatles. but my parents used the beatles and yeah.. hmmm but i really love got to get you into my life... oh man. i do need him. im lost without him. heh. :[

anyways... last weekend i was way to drunk i didnt really recover till tuesday. heh. i guess that means i had fun. lol.

and i cancelled my return trip back to ny tonight. felt strange. i really did think i would be going back. i still think hes going to dump me on tuesday morning just to fuck with me like that. and just because i have that kind of luck. heh. but he kept asking me why i was saying that.. and i know he does love me, what i dont know is if he wants to stay with me. thats the part thats scary. but he told me not to be daft. ill stop being daft on wednesday morning.


posted by: Kerri at 10:12 pm