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i got the telewest job ive been hoping for .. YaY!! but i dont know how long that jopy may be cause mike might be getting a new job elsewhere. and i really dont want to move i just want to settle. heh. but i want to be happy for him as well. i dont want to finish out my lease here, alone only to have to go back through all of this shit again. ugh. i dont know what im feeling right now. im also still in need of a bank acct and my dumbass left my birth certificate in ny. im a fucking idiot. im just a huge bunch of nerves. i want my life to be CALM for one week. i dont want anymore stress on my shoulders. fuck. why cant it be calm?? whhhhhhhhhhhhhy. ugh. though im sure others would be dying to be in my position i would just like some clarity and knowing im going to be settled for at least one month. |