utter nonsense

Thursday, July 14, 2005

how dare she speak to me and treat me like my father did. only he can make me feel that lowly. if youre going to act like my father do not be suprised if you get treated like my father. there will be no respect shown or given, no matter how long this relationship lasts. if your relationship with your son is falling apart it is not my fault. i am doing my best following YOUR advice and yet i am STILL wrong. fuck you. you will not make me feel worthless. you will not get the better of me. you will not make me miserable.

i am giving up seeing my OWN mother in the late fall to go on holiday with YOUR family next summer so you can get a CHEAPER rate. i am doing YOU a favor. i am the one losing out. id rather have gone to amsterdam or vienna than spain and get sunburnt and be hot and miserable. because of helping you out, i cant afford to do both and have no idea when i will see my own mother again. all i want to see is her.

i need to keep reminding myself i am not an evil person and i am not wrong here. i have been doing my best and i will not fail. i will not go back no matter how much i cry and moan i want to. i am an adult, unlike others.


posted by: Kerri at 10:41 am
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