utter nonsense

Sunday, April 03, 2005

i made my cv or at least got the starts of one done. so heres to nothing. 25 days.

james is moving in with cathy, though only sorta, his shit is still staying at the house until they decide they are ready to buy a house and storage for james' crap. thats kinds exciting since only back in feb they reconsiled after not speaking for almost 4 years. im happy for them. they look cute together. plus she makes james giggle louder than i do.

i want to get married. i want to marry mike. im scared he doesnt want that with me.
i love too blindly. its my greatest strength and my greatest weakness. i really want to marry him. and im getting scared of losing him like i lose everyone else. i just keep having this dream where hes in a morning suit and just looking all daper and then he disappears. i mean i can actually seeing us getting married.. im just panicking again.


posted by: Kerri at 5:32 am
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