utter nonsense

Saturday, January 22, 2005

a few things on this blizzard filled afternoon...

1) i found my oogly knit hat that needs matching scarf & gloves. considering its been below 10 degrees farenheit for the past few days, and the fact were expecting upwards of 24 inches of snow to fall says i need this hat, and boy ammi i glad i found it.

2) i think im selfish... i keep getting this feeling that i am.. and its scary.. how does one become unselfish?? :\ i feel bad because along with being annoying, ive beomce selfish in some shape and form. and this always happens. i think i get greedy and get comfortable. i should know this by now, never ever get compfortable with a relationship.. the moment you do, it ends or starts to deteroirate. :\ but i just could also be paranoid. im just nervous that im putting everything on the line here.

3) i really hate beeing cooped up in this house with my dad.. i bored and really dont want him around. heh.

4) i think im being nervous about nothing.. for some reason i think him wanting space, makes me feel rejected. he still wants me to come there.. i just hate this god damn distance. @#@#$%$ fuck fuck fuck. i hope six weeks passes soon enough.. yeah i am nervous about nothing.. about 22.00 tonight i get a drunken "i love you, but i must sleep". i need to relax. gah. fucking dan the jew.


posted by: Kerri at 9:45 pm
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