utter nonsense

Sunday, November 21, 2004

i want to bang my head against a wall right now.
its either that or cry. :
maybe im bored, maybe its because i slept for 12 hours and still didnt get a good nights rest?

im missing mike more than ever and that doesnt help. i dunno maybe its good. maybe hes just needing space right now.. i dunno. i get scared whenever im away from someone and they need space. im afriad theyll leave me. im just a sad fucking bastard tonight. and i havent even had a drink yet :\


posted by: Kerri at 1:24 am