utter nonsense

Monday, September 06, 2004

i want to be there NOW. im sick of this fucking distance im sick of it all. i just want him. god why does this hurt so much?? i just need his arms wrapped around me. i just need to be close to him, breathe him in. i want to know hes feeling the same. im bawling like a god damn baby right now. i dont know why..i jsut NEED him and want him and everything. god i feel so fucking pathetic. im seriously thinking of just asking mike to get us engaged so i can get there and work somewhere off the books and apply for my british citizen ship while im there. im sick and tired of being apart. i can barely handle one month how the hell ammi i going to handle the next few weeks to possible months? ugh. i just need to be there NOW and ill do anything to get there.


posted by: Kerri at 9:45 pm