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how do people do this? be so far from one another and not go insane from it? i swear i feel the onset of a panic attack happening right now. i just NEED him. ugh. i miss him. i want to talk to mike so bad and have silly little conversations with him. i want to be in his arms more than anything. the part that scares me, is the more were apart the more i feel like i am moving to be with him and not better my life, and i can not let this happen. no i can not. i love him dearly but hes not the end all. im scared hes getting bored of me. i dont know what im feling right now. gah. i want to be out of here. i wish the consulates office wasnt run with its head up its ass. i just want some god damn answers to help me figure out some things. :[
thats all i want. maybe ill go write the letter i need to fax off to the ambassadors office to see if that will straighten anything out. at least i can refocus my energy. |