utter nonsense

Thursday, July 15, 2004

i hate going to bed with all those thoughts running through my head and not having the energy to walk the four or five paces it is from my bed to the computer to start to post em all. so lazy am i.

im nervous about mike getting here.. i hope he likes me and wont think im over whelming.. thats my biggest fear.. when im nervous i just get too much :\ i just hope he likes me and i dont disappoint him. god im petrified.. totally petrified. what have i gotten myself into? i do love him.. but ahh $@%$%@#^$%^#%&^%&@^%4. yeah. thats all i have to say on that.


posted by: Kerri at 5:15 am