utter nonsense

Saturday, July 24, 2004

i hate and despise this god damn distance.
i hate the fact hes passed out in bed right now, without me.
i hate the fact he went out tonight and i couldnt be there
i hate the fact i couldnt hug and kiss him last night when he brought home his gift for his three years of service at plusnet. he looked so proud of that paperweight (its really nice!). i wanted to be able to share in his joy with him...not smile over msn
i hate the fact im sitting here, not being able to sleep and i cant just pop over to his place and have him comfort me
i hate it i hate it i hate it.

i hate the fact im poor and need to ask my sister if i can borrow money to put through my visa application.
i hate the fact i need to get a second job over at wawa just to do this (even though it be worth it in the end)


though as much as i hate all this.. i know once hes in my arms its going to be all better.. its just right now sucks. i gotta make it to oct 10th and ill be good. heh. i just hate right now. :


posted by: Kerri at 7:55 am
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