utter nonsense

Tuesday, June 22, 2004

so after 6 hours at tires plus in west chester my car still isnt inspected.
ive got to go back on wednesday and get it done. i paid for everything ($300 fucking dollars... fucking savages.. i swear) and i still gotta go back. fuck. i cant wait to get rid of my car. i love the freedom it brings but i cant deal with the responsibility of it all.

well while i spent my six hours there.. i got a tarot reading.. intresting.. everything looks bright and she says mike means everything he says and i shouldnt worry (though i think i worry cause hes not here to show... ).. all my choices are going to turn out for the better :) and my nan is with me :) and joanne is always looking out for me.. though she said someone with the letter t in their name was coming BACK into my life.. i dont know anyone with the letter t.. let alone someone close to me (unless she means trisha my ex best friend from like 1st - 9th grade???).. oh wells.

apparently leo is my soul mate.. i think a certian scorpio is mine.

its just intresting.. i wish i had more money and could get a pyschic reading done.. maybe sat night ill get that.. i just need to know... or maybe im addicted?? well see... either way it was cool to have soemone who doesnt know me from adam to hit things on the nail and reassure me of major life changes, you know?

oh yeah.. im sitting here.. trying to find charts for mike and i.. and im just missing him. missing someone i have yet to meet. how the hell does that happen? but i do. the days where we cant talk (mainly mondays since we both work and pissnet is hell on earth at the start of the week) it just feels like its been FOREVER since we were together. god if its this bad NOW imagine how it be on august 15th.. *sigh*.. i dont want to think about him leaving. im keeping him till i move there and then well always be together. i love this man. i really do. thank you jon for joining orkut. thank you chris for asking me to join puce. i think mike is my destiny. i really do. and youre both invited to the wedding. i promise. just got to get your asses to sheffield. one day. maybe. i hope.

god mike i love you more then anything in this world. i just want you here baby. forever. next to me. always.

i think i should stop listening to radiohead and go to bed. i think thats what will be best for me. yes i do.

i love you baby... 38 more days till we are finally in each others arms.


posted by: Kerri at 7:54 am
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