utter nonsense

Wednesday, June 23, 2004

people are pissng me off. i swear to god. i hate em all.
but i could just be saying this cause im tired and hungry and broke. weeeeeeeee.

ive been listening to a lot of radiohead as of late (atm: hail to the theif) and bands out of the "manchester sound".. ive rediscovered my jesus jones and emf cds.. or maybe im trying to not like dmb anymore so it wont be as hard when i get there to miss the shows, the people and the music since they hardly ever tour there anymore. but anyways.. the bands of the moment for me are: radiohead, pop will eat itself, emf & james.

i watched the first episode of bottom.. they used to air this on bbc america. i wish i had the extra $5 a month to spend on the box for the digital cable so i could watch it more.

and i need to put mike into bed before midnight tonight. he was cranky at me earlier :(
its not my fault hes a sexy bastard and i cant stop staring at him. :\ (plus his roommates took him away for over an hour and i hadnt really talked to him since saturday night.. it was only fair of me to get that back.. i think). im allowed to be selfish at this point. damnit.

sometimes, when i sit and talk to mike.. i feel like im not intelligent enough to be with him. i mean i know i have a brain and yadda yadda.. but i just dont feel like im as smart as him. i feel very inadequate... and i know i shouldnt. i know he thinks im smart and all.. i just i dunno.. maybe its me.. or maybe i really am a bumbling moron and hes being like chris with becky.. he loves her even though shes an idiot.


posted by: Kerri at 6:04 pm
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