utter nonsense

Sunday, June 13, 2004

i know what kind of love i REALLY want. i dont need a whirlwind romance (though i kinda have one right now, lol) or need to be given flowers... i dont need to be showered with gifts (it doesnt hurt either..).. what i want is to find someone whos not afraid, after twenty years of being together, to still declare his love for me. like that lame ass debeers commerical with couple in the italian plaza and the husband is shouting at the top of his lungs about how much he loves her. the man im with doesnt have to give me any stupid three stone ring after that, just let me know he meant every last syllable. thats what i want. thats all ive ever wanted. just someone to mean it. and i hope ive found it :)

i also think ive found a flat to share in sheffield. its going to cost me about the same as rent here is running.. plus the place is fully furnished. so in the end its a little bit more for my buck. hopefully a transfer to the UK will go through so i have work waiting for me and i can go from there. he said he has no problems with mike checking things out soo ill have mike do that. mike will only be two tram stops away, so not too close, but not too far. im excited and nervous. and even if things dont work out with mike on a romantic level, i know i have a friend there. ahhh.. but i have a feeling its going to be more.

theres only 17 more days till mike buys his airfare and then another 30 days after that. then when he leaves its another 6 weeks till im there. this is going by so bloody fast. ahh im nervous and excited and wowed. wow. i just love him. hehehe. and cant wait to get with him.


posted by: Kerri at 9:36 pm
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