utter nonsense

Wednesday, May 26, 2004

im panicking.
god this sucks. my heart is racing. my mind is going everywhere. i dont know where this fear came from. i know hes not using me for sex, so why do i keep fearing it? ugh. mike if you read this, tell me to stop being a stupid tart.

edit: i hate all you assholes who put doubt in my heart. i hate this feeling. i seriously do. i know he loves me and gah.im panicking over nothing. but gah. none more fucking weeks. i want it to go by faster


posted by: Kerri at 6:39 pm