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you know, i should remove him from my buddy list since he stopped talking to me, but i cant help myself. i keep him there, wondering if he'll im me.
sad and pathetic, huh? he took advantage of me and hurt me and i still want to talk to him. you'd think i'd know better then that. after all the relationship advice i dish out telling people not to deal with people like him, that they should move on and know that people like him aren't worth their time. and i never follow my own freaking advice. never. ever. i let these things happen to me. :( i was telling mark today love isn't whats important. he should be selfish and focus on himself, like i am right now. but that's total bullshit. i'm not focusing on myself. i still want to love and to be truly loved back. i'm a fucking joke. i went on some interviews today. one for franklin manufacturing and one for cablevision. the franklin job is a REALLY good job. like that can be a career type job. at least with the pay they quoted me. my mouth almost dropped. i never though i could get an entry level position quoting the amount they quoted me. anyways, i was interviewed by the president and he said he liked my resume and was impressed by my skills. went over the benefits, pay and hours. told me i was on the top of his list of recomendations and he said he will see me soon. so i'm taking that as a good sign. :) and cablevision was an open cattle call kind of interview. the interviewer liked me and set me up for a second interview for tomorrow. i'm excited. the pay is no where near what franklin quoted me, but its pretty decent. the shift im intrested in, the pay starts okay plus it has time diffrential, which is always good. i'm not going to depend on these two jobs as the ones i'm getting, i still gotta fax out resumes tomorrow morning before i go for the second interview, just to play it safe. all i know is, i need a job and i need it now. :\ |