utter nonsense

Sunday, October 06, 2002

men, suck. especially men named Barry.

the yankees, suck even more. losing to the god damn angels? what the hell is wrong with you people?!? makes me want to stop watching baseball altogether and devote myself to the new york rangers hockey.

i want to be in love. i really want to be in love. i miss the feeling of caring for someone. i miss the feeling of snuggling with someone on a saturday night and watching tv with them. i miss the little phone calls of saying hello and saying something stupid just to make me laugh and making that the highlight of my day. i miss making someone laugh and that being the highlight of THEIR day. i just want something simple, nothing too big. *sigh* i think im going to go cry now.

Evaporated
What I've kept with me
And what I've thrown away
And where the hell I've ended up
On this glory random day
Were the things I really cared about
Just left along the way
For being too pent up and proud
Woke up way too late
Feeling hung over and old
And the sun was shining bright
And I walked barefoot down the road
Started thing about my old man
It seems that all men
Wanna get into a car and go anywhere?

Here I stand,
Sad & free
I can't cry and I can't see
What I've done
God...What have I done
So don't you know I'm numb, man
No I don't feel a thing at all
Cause its all smiles and business these days
and I am indifferent to the loss
I've faith that there's a soul
whose leading me around
I wonder if she knows
Which way is down...
I poured my heart out
I poured my heart out
it evaporated...see?


Blind man on a canyon's edge
of a Panoramic scene
Or maybe I'm a kite
That's flying high & random
Dangling a string
Or slumped over in a vacant room
Head on a stranger's knee
I'm sure back home
They think I've lost my mind.



posted by: Kerri at 7:01 am