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love is a funny thing, you know? you can love so many people in so many diffrent ways, and those same people can come back and hurt you in just as many diffrent ways.
i love you as a friend, and i love him as a friend. nothing more, nothing less. and i dont want either one of you to be freaked by that statement. its a flat statement, said with true meaning. you BOTH are special to me. and you both know why. i lied, yes, but thats because i didn't want this. i didn't want to choose. and i'm sorry if that hurt you, but i was just trying not to get myself hurt by you again. you were the first person i really liked in that way in a over a year. a year. thats a huge thing for me, but i gues you'll never understand what that means. you dont understand my past and why it makes me act the way i do. i just ask you be patient with me and normalcy is due to come around. i appreciate EVERYTHING you've ever done for me. more then i could ever express.. :( and you know what, he might be an asshole to you, and he's done some not so nice things to me, but he's still been there for me when i needed him. hell, who do you think i went crying to last night? not shannon. believe it or not, he has a decent side and hes a good person. we all have our moments. and im NOT choosing anyone. EVER. fuck it, i'm going out with alexios and having a long ass drive. |