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i want to go out and drive around right now. it's night like these when i wish we had denny's here on long island. because denny's is cheap and you can sit there just watching people go in and out. eating. talking. fighting. sobering up. it's good times, i tell you. good times.
i need to find me a new boy(s) to love. chris and barry aren't cutting it. both reject me in way or another. i don't think chris realizes how i feel about him, because if he did, i don't think he would say some of the things he does to me. he looks to me for love advice and i just sit there, giving damn good advice to him. helping him on with his relationships. and barry. that i just need to move on from and deal with. i'm glad he's my friend, i just need to tell my heart to detach and move on. well, i can still love him, just not like that, you know? *sigh* "Underneath It All" - No Doubt There's times where I want something more Someone more like me There's times when this dress rehearsal Seems incomplete But, you see the colors in me like no one else And behind your dark glasses you're... You're something else You're really lovely Underneath it all You want to love me Underneath it all I'm really lucky Underneath it all You're really lovely You know some real bad tricks And you need some discipline But, lately you've been trying real hard And giving me your best And, you give me the most gorgeous sleep That I've ever had And when it's really bad I guess it's not that bad So many moons that we have seen Stumbling back next to me I've seen right through and underneath And you make me better I've seen right through and underneath And you make me better Better... better... You are my real Prince Charmin' Like the heat from the fire You were always burnin' And each time you're around My body keeps stalin' For your touch Your kisses and your sweet romancin' There's an underside to you That so many adore Aside from your temper Everything else secure You're good for me, baby Oh that, I'm sure Over and over again I want more You've used up all your coupons And all you've got left is me And somehow I'm full of forgiveness I guess it's meant to be You're really lovely Underneath it all You want to love me Underneath it all I'm really lovely Underneath it all And you're really lovely not good, right? here i am sitting here talking about giving up on one, and yet posting songs that remind me of him. :\ i do need help. or i need me a boyfriend, one of the two or whichever comes first. |