utter nonsense

Thursday, September 19, 2002

i wasn't crying last night. it's too early in our talks for me to cry to you. i was just a little crankie, that's all.

jelani... i want some popsicles. and you need to come back. minister and sunken aren't as much fun as you ;)

i need to back off. heh. i'm doing it again. i'm going to lose another person who means a lot to me because im too anxious and open.

i feel fat. heh. i mean.. yeah, we can all used to kill a few pounds, and i have (about 25) but, i still feel fat. i need to lose about another 30-40 pounds. i can do it, if i have areason to diet. i dont have a reason to diet when i'm single. cause, when i'm single, i don't have anyone to look good for. stick around, i'll get smaller for you.

you know, this sounds weird (what doesn't sound weird coming out of my mouth?!) but i think you could be my motivation. seriously. to be with you, i'd have a reason to go back to school and to be educated and what not. *shrugs* yea, it's insane.




posted by: Kerri at 1:20 am