utter nonsense

Thursday, September 05, 2002

hmmm.
why do the boys from joisey rock? seriously, i keep meeting all the cool guys from there. jelani, now barry. hell, even my first serious boyfriend was from nj. what is it with you boys?!? please tell me.

i got two letters from my stalker ex. intresting to say the least. i let joanne read them. the fucker made her cry. he was himself in those letters. it was weird. he reminded me why i loved him so. why i gave rick up and ran away to be with him. heh. i still dont regret doing it. you know.. all in the name of love and everything. but, i dont know. i really dont know.

why cant my posts ever be as insightful as jelani's? mine are just rambles.

and yes, this sexual tension is nuts. and yes we could try to make something work and be happy ever after. but if your're not 100% happy, then i'm not 100% happy. and a relationship that isn't happy, sucks. both parties start to resent each other. id rather have you as a friend, and deal with my emotions, then make you feel like you're in something you're not totally sure with and wind up losing you because of it.

heh. hey bo, here's to your fucking content. :)


posted by: Kerri at 1:38 am