utter nonsense

Saturday, August 31, 2002

you know, i am deserving of love. really i am. why the fuck do i always screw it up? like, seriously, i could have had been with jelani, i think, but my over anxiousness scared him off. why the hell do i do that?!? why?
I dont know. maybe ill relax and he'll like me again or maybe chris will finally decide he wants to like risk our friendship.. who knows.

the water im'd me. eek.


posted by: Kerri at 12:25 am